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Work has been really fulfilling, I love those kids in school and they really make every day worth it. There is not much balance in my life right now, so what I do after work is to head home (at Boon Lay) and I will have a simple dinner before sleep. Monotonous is the only word to describe, but not complaining!

It is Suhara's last day, and albeit feeling unwell in the morning, I pulled myself together to work with her for just one last day. Not happy to see that she is leaving, but I sincerely hope that she will be enjoying herself in near future before, and may she find a job she likes soon.

Had this thought pretty recently. I am going to stay here for another half a year (and hopefully nothing more) and the time I have, i believe it will forge a pretty strong friendship with Amelia. So coming January, does it mean that it will just....end? It is sad, really. This moving on with life thing, it makes people come, and then go. Till then, I will really make an effort to be a good friend, a good colleague.

Wishing for a getaway, any form of it, but I now also understand where T. is coming from, that we young people always have this live-in-the-moment mindset and we splurge without thinking. (Damned be the PS4) SAVE UP, SAVE AS MUCH AS YOU CAN WHILE YOU ARE YOUNG AND WORKING. I guess holidays can wait, and I am glad I am more convinced of this now. While people travel, I shall save and I will be $$$$ rich. Hahahahahahahaha

Shall resume with my life (am on the hour plus long ride to school) and to impact those little ones' lives. Go go

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The Biggest Scum
Just to alert anyone who chanced upon this post:

IT WILL BE CATTY.

Haven't felt this need to address this issue until now, and since it is about the ex-boyfriend who turned out to be the biggest scum on Earth who knows me (and thereafter he will be named scum in this post) and surely everyone will always have something to bitch about what it comes to the "someone I used to know", I absolutely did not want to look/sound like just-another-girl-who-is-out-flaming-because-she-is-oh-so-sore-about-the-break-up..... LAME

However, I really can't wrap my head around this: How did this scum even get into my life?! So full of shit, which is why I am here to actually dedicate this post and I sincerely hope someone relays this to him and asks him to wake up his friggin' idea.

I know how when emotions come into play, the whole picture becomes pretty subjective. Surely some will be more in favor of him, while some will be with me. Those gruesome nitty-gritties, let's just leave them behind. I don't even want to be reminded of anything ugh.

Recently, or just today, this issue has to resurface, and it had to be in relation to this scum and what he did which wasn't ethical. Honestly, he was THAT low.

So, back then, we had this very,very ideal tuition arrangement with this family of three brothers. To be fair, he applied for this assignment and after a few sessions of teaching the two elder brothers, the youngest boy wanted tuition as well. He, being so generous, suggested that I teach the youngest child, and this allowed us to travel down together, and be within each other's proximity even while we give tuition. So sickeningly sweet, isn't it?

THEN CAME THE BREAK UP.

We had to continue with the tuition assignment under the same roof, don't we? That was what we did. I was in my last year, and having to balance my school work as it was nearing the end of the semester (and we all know the workload piles up at that time), post-break up emotions and a part-time job elsewhere above a weekly commitment to teach, I felt that I could not balance. Also, my kid was too smart to be in P3. I mean, he went from the second place in class when i started teaching him, and by the next major school assessment, he was the first in class. *proud moment here* I called the dad one day, and discussed with him the kid's progress, assured him that he will do well for his upcoming finals and asked for permission to drop this assignment because I am finding it hard to balance my school and my work life. The dad agreed, and he even told me he was happy that my kid is progressing with my help and it was totally fine for me to stop giving tuition.

HE THEN MENTIONED THIS, THAT AT THE START OF NEXT YEAR, HE WILL NEED ME TO CONTINUE WITH TEACHING AGAIN, TO WHICH I SAID YES AND HE SAID HE WILL LET ME KNOW OF THE STARTING DATE AGAIN.

So, holidays came and I traveled. At the same time, it was at the back of my head that tuition will resume at the start of the year.

I waited.......but no news came.

I remembered, it was two weeks or so in January, that I texted my kid and asked him when will tuition be resuming,

to which he replied that scum has taken over as his new tuition teacher..............

I was surprised, so we continued texting, and he informed me about this:

THE FATHER HAD CONTACTED SCUM TO LET HIM KNOW OF THE DATE TO RESUME TUITION FOR HIS CHILDREN. HE WAS UNAWARE THAT WE HAVE SPLIT UP. HE HAD ALSO RELIED ON SCUM TO PASS ON THE MESSAGE TO ME, THINKING THAT EVERYTHING WAS ROSY BETWEEN US.

AND WHAT DID SCUM TELL THE FATHER?

OH, THAT I WOULD BE BUSY WITH SCHOOL, AND HENCE, I WILL NOT BE TAKING UP THIS ASSIGNMENT. HE WOULD TAKE UP THE RESPONSIBILITY INSTEAD................

NOW NOW NOW, WAIT A MINUTE.

DID SCUM ALERT ME OF THIS? NO
DID SCUM DISCUSS THIS WITH ME? NO
DID SCUM INFORM ME ABOUT THIS? NO

What a despicable low-life............. C'mon, if you had told me you are uncomfortable with seeing me or just breathing the same air within one-metre proximity, I would have understood. Or maybe, just maybe, I can teach and you can go!

OH! Did i mention this yet, that he actually claimed he was from NUS........... People who know him should know where he is from. Honestly, I don't understand why he has to lie till the end regarding his current institute. Is he ashamed?

He should really be more ashamed of himself to be spouting nonsense, like all the time. His school should be ashamed that they failed in cultivating any good values in him.

Enough of typing in caps, for now.

So, why after years, am I typing this out?

It is because......

(I apologize for the caps but it is all necessary)

SCUM DECIDED THAT HE NEEDS TO FOCUS ON HIS STUDIES INSTEAD, AND I HAVE NO IDEA SINCE WHEN HE STOPPED THIS TUITIONING, BUT HE DID.

He really should have saved that "cannot-handle-work-and-school" shit, which he used in my place for me and without any prior discussion with me, on himself from the start, isn't it?

My kid texted me today to ask for help, to which I couldn't really say yes to but am in discussion with the father concurrently................. and that is how I am reminded of what I felt more than one year back, and decided to type this all out and hope that this will hit him in his face.

SO PLEASE< IF YOU ARE HIS FRIEND, DO THIS BOY A FAVOR AND HELP HIM BECOME SOMEONE BETTER.

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It's been so long since I felt a need to blog. Of course, there was the one year anniversary I had with the boyfriend, and quite a number of other key events in our lives, but I guess it's part of growing up, that you stop seeing the need to document a history online. Thinking of starting a pretty diary but, doubt I will be able to keep up. In any case, living at the moment is, what I realized,  the only way you can truly enjoy life.

That being said, it is still sad that whatever I have documented thus far is going down the drain, but okay, NEED to move on with life.

However, I really, really am super proud of the boyfriend. Yesterday we received news about his first pay check. If you don't already know it, he is now a financial planner so if anyone wants to have a savings plan to force yourself to save up, come come let me know. Honestly, I can just vouch for him because whatever he sells to me HAS to be the best without any hidden clause or so. There's no point in trying to scam his own girlfriend of her money.......

Anyhow, I am so proud of him! His first pay check is quite the bombdiggity,  and he actually said....*chokes* that next month he will give me $1k.... of course I rejected (really a bit of a dumb move lol) , but who am I to take it when his hard work paid off? All in all, all these that happened yesterday relaxed me a lot for our upcoming Taipei trip with his parents. Money doesn't seem like a big issue like it was before.

Thanking all the stars that looked over us. So thankful.

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So yesterday, my feed appeared on T.'s Facebook timeline, and it was me liking this particular guy's profile pic...... Well, just a little background, it was a nice picture from a recent photoshoot and he's a trainer so the body, erm yeah...... You get the picture.

So minutes ago, T. and I were discussing whether to gym or not. He's only going because he's afraid I will be bored to tears at home. Seeing that was the only reason, I jokingly hinted that the reason he suggested gymming should be because he's no longer in tip top condition......

To which he replied, "I know who's in shape, -above-mentioned friend-"

LOL WHY SO CUTE

My favourite boy who sweetly accompanied me to Ikkoku Maison for iced lattes and a s'mores pie :) I love you!

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What's not to luvvvvv


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LINE
Omg!!!!!!


I officially declared to T. that I will stop whatsapping him and Line instead, reason being: it is toooooo chio!!!!

I actually found my old account when I used it during my JC days but it was way too unstable as compared to Whatsapp, but now it's really, really improved. I mean, look at dem' stickers!!!!! It got my heart racing hahaha. This pink theme was the ultimatum for me, I'm just totally bought over right now and I can't stop downloading everything that is free hehe.

I'm even contemplating on buying the Hello Kitty theme and GD stickers and more!!!!!! Hell this is so cool :D

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At this point in my life, I realized, I am the most proud of myself when I compare with me in other phases of live. I have never felt this confident, this happy, this motivated in a long while and I am really satisfied with my life and what I am doing now.

xx

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I chose to let it slide. True, I see your efforts there, so here's some credits. I see your way of solving things, you just hope it goes away.

But

It doesn't. It is not meant to be like this anyway.

Didn't want to be a bitch to you, so yes, I will let it go, but,

I will never look at them in the same light again. I had it with the submissive person life has carved me out to be these days. They are going down.

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