sometimes;

2012-01-30T23:44:00.003+08:00

FIRST EVER CROPPED TOP

and i was really self conscious the way i show my tumz around *shy la*

got this top at city plaza (yes fucking hell) cos eileen gave me this 15$ discount code and the blogshops gone so i had to make a trip to the shop to check out the items there! thank you homo for going there with me, phewwwww. 3$ after discount -> worth it! :D

7th day of cny spent at fionalimmy's place and #dayumz the steamboat!

look at my #mushroomsfest, this is one small serving omh!

today i went for breakfast with sheevonne and tianyong. thank you (the both of you) for listening to my rantings the night before at dhoby. i felt so much better afterwards! the both of you are gooooooooood. hahahaha

yakun! (finally no pancakes albeit my cravingzx)

and i managed to complete two weeks worth of french tutorial work today #proud!

dinner at homo's place before he sent me home, thank you bitch, for doing everything for me even though youre defi #shaggedballz hahahahaha.

2012-01-28T23:54:00.005+08:00

oM tee dress!

#ultimateslut i know right, even though from here it doesnt look like it

today met S to study at smu, then lunch at claypot place when H came over to join us! :>

decided to head down to national museum of singapore for some french exhibition!

some of the pretty ones!

it was really crowded though nb............

and the last one which was really popular (everyone was snapping pictures of it it was a chore to even get close, i decided to snap a picture of the brochure instead.......) #lame

first yami! peach w banana nut crunch #dayumz thank you homohao for satisfying my froyo craving! not enough though, heh #hint

after which we got tau huey! (after reynold came and stole S away)

#GOODSHOT #DPWORTHY

went kembangan but the place we wanted to dine at was closed, oh damn.

simpang it is then!

im in luvvvv with iced limau <3

should i sneak out tonightz? hehe

2012-01-28T02:23:00.000+08:00

on the phone with the boy now #dailynightcall <3 and hes making me laugh so bad hahahaha, conversing in the third party's p.o.v. so exhausted, imma sleep soon and wake up early to meet the boy whos having a 1/2 day off tomz hehe

school was torturous w/o sheevonne who fell sick with a fever and cold symptoms. doesnt help that i thought theres an 11am tutorial but in actual fact tutorial only starts next week! pfft. reynold vincent sheevonne who came to school for french and myself, we four went to uhc to consult doctors in the noon. #bestfriends, sick also all sick together dafuq.

after school H met me at buona where we traveled down to bugis for this!

yesterday 85 was mad fun! reached home, checked in, seek permission and i rushed down again (thank you bx for sending me home x 2!) and off to 85 with bingquan (bx), lynette and homobitch :> we only left at 1am, pretty late for someone with a curfew #luckybitch nothing cropped up, phew

saw this at kikki.k!

pretty! so glad ive someone to spend vday with ^^

how dafug did i accumulate so many coins in just two days?! #heavypurse daymmmm

with my boyyyyyyyy <3

we seldom take pictures together Y LIKE THAT?! but its just awkward... like "eh take picture?" #cheeeeesy sigh how lei how #ideas?!

so homo had his hlf day off today and i got to meet im early noon, whooooopie! went back to his place and we did hi uni application till evening before heading down to town for some kfc #cravingzxsatisfied hehehe (we had to rush through our meal) and then come some "one for the money"! after which we headed down to shaw to meet sheevonne zijin vivian and reynold and all of us left for home at 11pm #goodkids HAHAHA. cant wait for tomz, my weekends pretty exciting this week! hehz

lastly, ive always said, "attached only!" #sluttalk and reynold told me this, "like got goalkeeper also can score right?" #sosingaporean the language *shakes head* but this amused me, till now. hahahaha

2012-01-28T01:58:00.001+08:00

In hopes, you're on the other side,
talking to me too.

2012-01-27T02:17:00.001+08:00

A post to homohao before I crash for the night! The #soulmates thing that you used to cheat me with from the start, I think I'm utterly convinced now. We have just too much to talk about, there's even a part (II) of our #dailynightcall today and in all, I believe we talked > two hours! Now all I hope is that neither of us lose interest and find no point to communicate in a more efficient way, because miscommunication is what lead to a separation eventually. I love you bitch and I can't wait for your half day tomz! Hehehe :3

2012-01-24T22:14:00.004+08:00

gonna kick start this post with this picture of sogurt. H's creation and look how fugly it is! firthermore he told me he doesnt like sogurt after we sat down to eat, and it left me bewildered since hes been going on and on about sogurt.

so the revelation: its all about the sogurt girls. now i know #typical ##tikohao

cant believe two days of cny ended just like that...... why like that?! me no want school to start nor do i want homo to book in againzxzxzx *whines*

reynold's white eyebrow (look closely at the bottom left) isnt he too young for this?!

f4t breakfast!

f4t looks like: fat HAHAHAHAHA

#pancakesoverload #sinful #dayumz #sofullfromlooking

maxwell's fish soup (imo old airport's >>>>>> better!)

sex of a humjipang

had to fry them myself fml

tier one! <3

had this dish, claypot ee mee, 3 times on 3 consecutive days

(Y)!

yam pau, but pandan's >>>>>> better hahahahaha

that day homo met the mother who asked us to go down to my uncle's shop for dinner, laksaaaaaa #waroftheworlds

CNY DAY ONE! (daym i cant believe i forgot to take pics of day two..............)

love the necklace chosen by the boyfee, hes good isnt he?!

my mother and my granny asked me why am i in the same dress all the time. what to do #oakhamftw

pattern all same whut

honey tissue prata with ice cream! #cravingzx

and loooooong time ago with bingquan fionalimmy homohao <3

okay cny updates!

day two!

went to the other granny's place (why no one ever says grandpa's place?!) in serangoon. this one lagi best, i woke at 1pm and im earlier than the brothers again. had a loooooong night last night, thank you homo for being there for me <3 ily! so at night i went down bedok to meet homo and we headed down to glenn's place for gambling! won enough to cab home ^^ hao and i only slept at 6.30am or later, i could see the sky lightening #dusktodawn HAHAHAHAHA sorry baby but really, thank you once again :>

so i was saying i went to the granny's place and gambled for awhile, like a short while, before heading out to nex to meet H who came down after his visitation which is nearby! we just chilled about had froyo (refer to top of post) and then we headed to the basketball court to chilllllll and i had to leave him early, sorry boss! family dinner at nihon mura at tamp, i'd love to bring him along. next year, perhaps? :> ate so much i was the last man standing as usual (not keeding) and now im home, better study naoz hahaha

2012-01-24T06:23:00.001+08:00

I used to think, the saddest form of behavior is to try your best to cater to someone, and yet not given credit for it.

But now, i think it's the worst when you have to do something for another (or the lack of it) because there's nothing else you can do.

Does that even make any sense?

2012-01-23T19:04:00.001+08:00

It's 7pm now and I guess the first day of cny this ear is pretty summed up for myself! Thank goodness I got to sleep in today (my brothers woke up later than me when I woke at 12plus pm!) and there was only one visitation for the day. After staying for adequately long a time, my aunt fetched me to Ikea to meet my boy! Hehehe not bad not bad, cny and we can still make time for each other <3 we had meatballs and koi and then he sent me home, we just walked under the rain #likeaboss heh! He had to rush off for another visitation at night so I went home but i saw that the rain was pretty heavy and I took an umbrella and ran after him but whoa #longlegs he's really fast I was way behind LOL. As late as he is, I'm glad his bus took muthafucking long to come and I gotta spend slightly more time with him ^^ can't wait to see you tomz homobitch, I miss spending quality time with you, like last night! HAHAHA

2012-01-23T04:04:00.001+08:00

Thursday

I didn't manage to wake up to send the boy off at the interchange and I woke up much later feeling very upset with myself. His call right after I texted him first thing after I woke made me feel so much better though :) #guiltfree hehheh

Went food for thought with Sheevonne Reynold Vivian and Zi Jin for breakfast and the pancakes were, once again, dayumz but tooooo jelat yawwwww. (a lot of pictures when I'm free!) went school for French and then back to town again for some shoppingzx! At this point of time, I was upset with the boy because, due to ns being as fucked as you heard it is, I may not be able to meet up with him. Thankful for S who was with me and eventually she managed to cheer me up, and she sneakily update homohao on where we are going! Imagine how I felt when I saw that boy in town before we ordered our dinner! I was really close to tears omg, love you baby! Love you too bitch of a Sheevonne! After sending H off so he can have supz with his clique, I went back to look for S Reynold Vivian and her guy, Wilson for some rochor tauhuey and chilled at laselle before taking a long bus ride home!

Friday

#awesomeshit I've no school homobitch had half day off, and we met to go city plaza just so I can used up my 15$ discount code given to me by Eileen for my 20th birthday! Went down maxwell afterwards for brunch before oakham and then townzx for more shopping! Impromptu plan to club and we headed down to zouk! Wouldn't say it's as fun as usual but I love the fact I'm not drinking as much nor am i smoking so I didn't feel nauseous or whatsoever! I even took care of the love, HAHAHAHAHA and really that was the highlight of that night. The floor was so boring I can die and I'd rather be outside having a quiet moment with H. His company made the rest of the night all the better afterwards!

Saturday

Craziest day so far! Woke up early wanting to head to cck but decided to study Instead and S was damn steady and brought her lappie for me to complete my assignment and went down to town to study with me, albeit we failed a little...... We stopped after H reached and we split into two groups, S with siangyew and two of us! Shopped so much our legs ached (eh uncle maybe it's the dancing la hor, gotta admit old too) from town to bugis and H even met my relatives when my mom asked me to visit her at her workplace for dinz...... #awkwardturtle we found out train services we extended to 2am and we went to bras bersah to chill, we even played soccer where I owned his ballz HAHAHAHAHA dessert afterwards and it was pretty close to 2am where we couldn't decide if I should head down to cck with him. Came up with plan 3, for him to come over to the east and yes that's what we did! Sleepover session in the public, H's forte I swear, but I love to watch him sleep, he sleeps really soundly! #pervertkoh

After finishing almost all the pineapple tarts but glad a new bottle appeared hehehehe! At 5am I asked H to wait while I prepped and 530am we headed down to cck where I totally went hysterical on the train and got smashed from exhaustion once I'm on the bed! Enjoyed a short cosy day with before I had to head home as well! After reunion dinner I took a ride from my aunt and I went down holland v to look for the #touchboyz at Harry's for some soccer matches! Grabbed a Starbucks too #cravingzx #raspberrysteamedmilk hehe! I'm so burned out I fell asleep on H's shoulder a few times hahahahaha! He took the car and sent me home, all in ten minutes or so, cck -> tampines! #f1material hehe

Thanks for sending me home hun, I love u!

2012-01-20T00:45:00.001+08:00

I've always thought that contrary to much belief, guys are the more devoted creatures, not girls. So yesterday while we were talking about general stuff, yulan made this point, that's guys have the hunter instinct and they go for the kill, hence once they get attached, they tend to stay devoted and not stray.

But we also agreed, that soft spots are fucked up. Guess that is what screws everything up in the end.

2012-01-19T03:05:00.001+08:00

Whole day was spent at the boy's place since he's on mc, and poor thing he slept the whole day really soundly while I attempted to study. Y U NO wake up when I tried to stir you from your sleep?! #step one light sleeper, cheyyyy

Met Fiona for dinner #bythepool chionging pineapple tarts, yumz. Chille till 10 before heading back to the east.

Was so tired due to the lack of sleep for the past two days, but since the girls are meeting and it's been too log since we last caught up, aiya sleep can wait! :) furthermore yingying had some announcements to make which I wanna be there to be happy for her! Hehe so we met at 85 and then they drove to the park near simpang where six of us climbed up to what looked like a tower and we talked about so many things! #awesomecompany

Toilet break and we ended up sitting at simpang ordering supper desserts! I had a honey tissue prata with ice cream fucking sinful #dayumz before yingying and Cally sent all of us back, thank you! :>

Now it's 3.03am, and imma attempt to wake at 6.15am to see the boy off at tampines interchange since he has to go to #tekong early tomz morning and he doesn't know about it yet! Huiyingkoh plz wake up, sleep can wait, or be resumed, once you're back home! Furthermore if tomorrow hes held up, we won't be able to meet up, o daymmmmm, better wake!

2012-01-18T00:32:00.002+08:00

we are all bounded by what the society taught us as we are growing up, case in point: filial piety, and really sometimes i cant help but feel that this is all bullshit.

2012-01-18T00:07:00.002+08:00

despite having only four hours of sleep (waking up only because ive my morning call from the boyfee who was on his way to tekong and it was fucking noisy i cant hear him 90% of the time, but still thank you <3) S and i managed to meet up early and we reached school ONE FUCKING HOUR before class, hahahaha. #whatsnext MACS BREKS #genius #idea from S whoopie!

she dayyyyyym cute!

albeit very #angsty because lack of sleep, NAH #whoamikidding shes perma-angst one la

so we even had time to walk into the wrong classroom before checking for the right one and even after that we are early, whoaaaaa. for french, sigh everything's worth it. i pretty much fell in love with that language and im even thinking of taking up l2 onwards hahaha #siaokia #atasalready LOL

so the whole day the two of us zomb-ed around and finally we ended school at 2 and i headed down cck to meet the boy! #poorthing hes sick so we had to go to the polyclinic, sigh GET WELL SOON bitch! <3 :>

really, all girls like guys in smart4, dont they? #callingouttosheevonne especially. i dont know, cute guys are just way hotter in this uniform, point. HAHAHAHA ok that is totally #bimbotic fuck my life

anyway i figured i wont be able to sleep well if i dont rant. i think everyone should give everyone a certain level of respect. yes, they say to give respect due to, but really, if you dont give someone (who, imo, is a pretty innocent party, be it im biased or not) the respect, the person will in turn disrespect you, and this becomes a vicious cycle. it worsens if these are the people you have to come into contact with.

i mean, i LOVE confrontations, it gives me some weird adrenaline that nothing else can give. i actually get a thrill out of it, but if you are talking like you are the boss barking out commands, well get this right FUCK YOU. think sympathy will you, and really, not like we/i kiam eng (okay too lianzx), not like we give two fucks whether you actually care, but now all i think of you is a selfish bastard who only thinks of yourself. helloooooo, social skills k, be nice, and people will be nice back to you. seriously, once more imma fuck you with a broom up your ass, and you know what, im thinking you may actually like it.

another one, really #lastwarning. dont ever take people for granted, like for fucking example, be apologetic when you actually do something wrong, okay in this context, when you didnt perform what youre actually supposed to do. yes, end result achieved but seriously, you wasted other people's time, oh ya and mine too, thats why im taking it more personally now. everything was to your convenience, and all you can do is to take your time?! i dont care if youre held up or what, its still other's time youre wasting. i wouldnt mind wasting it on others, but nope not on you fucker. the last straw: not even feeling sorry, macam you the boss. eh the first one, stick a broom up this ass will you?

ok rants over back to the readings ^^ #feelsofuckinggood phew

2012-01-17T02:14:00.001+08:00

What's the point of having regrets? I was thinking to myself, honestly, I hardly remember any point in my life where I have regrets about certain decisions I've made at that point of time. This leads to the point which I think pretty much guides all my decisions I make these days. Live the moment and do what you feel like doing. Yes, it's irrational and you're thinking with your heart more than with your head, but really, in this life you only have yourself to answer to and why think so much as long as one goes by his own selfish nature and makes decisions based on his own wishes, #hedonism ftw

I think back to the days where I have much to consider, and I used to regret leaving that place because it holds me down too much I feel restricted, and comparing to my current state, I am much happier with my life right now. I may not be making the best decisions all the time, but I'm not sheltered, I take risk I learn and I grow, without regrets.

2012-01-16T23:34:00.002+08:00

just ended my daily night call with H and really, our night calls take up too much of our sleeping time (a high hour plus on normal days, a good two hours plus on good days). like tomz, we both have to wake up real early (5+ for him, 6+ for me) yet we talk like we dont give two fucks. BUT *ahem* i need to clarify to the sensitive, i dont mind not sleeping enough (nor do i mind not sleeping, fyi) and i really love the fact that few months into this r/s and as much as people say its the honeymoon period yada yada which ends in like three months yada yada, i dont c.a.r.e.a.t.a.l.l. all i know is that with you, homobitch, i can never run out of topics to talk about so lets not cave in to society's restrictions or whatsoever, we can talk (or say goodbye) for as long as we want aye. <3 for you!

look at what he did to the lamp

#gayness with a tinge of #sweetness sigh *swoooons* except he did this while i was in pain HAHAHAHAHAHAHA but true enough, it made me all the better (mostly because of the ointment and the *rubspalms* la)

botak jones and roasted pork belly for dinz with bingquan lynette and H!

#cravingzx

tonight's dinz!

he met me at buona and we went down to bishan for the non-existent koi, walked damn far for damn long it was 7plus by the time we gave up and we were both sweating so much it was horrendous! gave up and went down to novena for wee nam kee chicken rice! whoops dayumz before getting chatime and then i headed home while he has to book in #poorthing.

CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU TOMZ H

CANT WAIT CANT WAIT CANT WAIT CANT WAIT CANT WAIT

(omg i could have copy-pasted it x 5 but i typed it out #effort) HAHAHAHA

2012-01-16T01:30:00.001+08:00

"love falls short of how I feel for you." as much as I wanna shove this outta my head as #sweettalk from my boy, I have to agree that this is how I feel towards him as well, aptly put into words <3

Fancy that coming from someone who has blurted "obligated" on a few occasions even after being told the right word is "obliged". Sigh I love the homobitch

2012-01-15T21:40:00.001+08:00

14 January 2012

Loss of the signified, some time after the signifier.

2012-01-15T18:54:00.002+08:00

sigh fuck this #hellweek coming up, dont even know when ill get to spend quality time with the boy after tonight, and by tonight its not even a late night. hes already prepping to book in, sigh life of an nsf (if not slightly better). ive had so much fun these days i forgot how it feels like to have a distance with him (never knew how it feels i mean) and for the upcoming week, i may only get to see him on friday after a short while tomorrow before he books in at night. omg how am i going to survive this shit? #crap #nonsense #ccb i dont even understand why the fuck does he have to be at tekong, nbcb. ok #angstmode on.

but yet theres nothing i can do. sigh

2012-01-15T14:04:00.003+08:00

hellooooooo from camp ^^ hahahaha

aiyo im so gonna miss these 3d2n period manz. too good too good. le sigh when will the next break come? :/

friday both S and i have no schooooooool! #ultimate and she came up with the really smart idea to have lunch at ikea! so we both went and there was this chartered bus driver who impersonates michael jackson and he was hilarious! we even took a photo with him and he tried to hook us up #cute HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

not to mention some uncle was chatting with S all the way back to tampines #hotstufffortheday HAHAHA :D and it all started from pear cider LOL

so the both of us went back to my place to study french together, and then we headed down to oM but wtf, there was a long queue! ohwell lao ban did make up for the chinatown trip afterall, nvm then! ^^ #gluttony

went down town to meet homohao bingquan lynette and fiona for dinner and tau huey! thankful that these days train services have extended hours for dont-know-what-reasons! went back cck, and finally we finished american pie 3, four more to go before the reunion!

woke up late on saturday with the boy beside me ^^ chilled at his place till 5plus before we headed down to joey's chalet for khanski's 21st! joey's damn cool she made pasta salad and even prepared ALL the bbq stuff, like marinating (A LOT OF) chix wings and all that. pretty large scale i must say #respect (Y)

we were there for quite awhile before we decide to leave for the shirley temple place, which doesnt sell shirley temples and its actually called "club july" HAHAHAHAHA. fiona sibey steady this one, i like! and we three headed down there for some drinks (mind you, non-alcoholic, we goooooood) and cheese fries! again we chatted for hours till around 1.30am before fiona cabbed home and homohao and i walked all the way back to his place. we were so shagged we fell asleep pretty early yo, and this morning, yessssss again another sleep-in-late with the boy <3 sigh i wish i can get used to this life hahahaha. #fathope

after lunch the both of us went grocery shopping with the mom and its all pretty good, ohman i will really miss these days so much...... how hao how? what to do, aiya come some movie first! SPECIAL FORCES! (Y)

2012-01-11T23:18:00.005+08:00

AWESOME! all pictures up at one go! *heaves sigh of relief*

blogging is a pain in the ass sometimes these days but ohwell, all worth it! :D

okay some really overdued pictures. last friday when homohao had appointments, we had this for brunch!

its been too long, yes both the laksa and oM, and the barbie sweet was too adorable i gave it to the boy! ^^

saturday we went oM and maxwell for lunch. that day was #cravingsday and omh homohao's like a pregz k, he ate, and ate, and ate, and in between he kept asking if i wanna eat anything else? dafuq i swear.

first course: lao ban

main course: porridge (which was so yumz omggggg so hungry!)

and we went oM first and back for desserts round (II), and this day was so bloody scorching we keep downing drinks #bloated

recently the both of us got addicted to bejeweled and diamond dash and this is my highest score ever! #bejeweled #haolian eh plz when i first played the game, i couldnt even pass the 10k mark. #failwhale

and we are so addicted we will pause the game #diamonddash because we have to alight from the train, and we will stand and continue with our game. #dafuq but HAHAHAHAHAHA i think its really hilarious.

monday was ryan's birthday HAPPY BIRTHDAY DUDE and we went peperoni's!

broke our beer fast though..............

and a table of 10 we shared 3 family sized pizzas which was dayumzzzzzzz

HUMONGOUS I TELL YOU

and how can i forget this! surprise treat from the boy cos i was having starbucks cravingzxzxzxzx, soy green tea latte! it may be my favvvvv now! ^^ is it non fat hello anyone?

my bestie in sch @sheevonnefriday omg thank god for her that school is now fun :>

today after school reynold nelson sheevonne and i went town and we saw this! damn smart i had to snap a pic secretly just to show homohao!

fucking 259$ though............

so from town i went down to the west to pick the boy so we can max our time together #fuckthecurfew sigh

went 85 for dinzzzzzz (like a finally)

he ordered all these #siaokia #puikia

EGGLESSSSSSS

*beams* not that bad riiiiiiiight bitch

and then he walked me home ^^ thanks for coming down to the east and sending me all the way home <3 i really appreciate it and plz no more coming down here let me travel down instead! aiya anyway my school's semi-west already la, so yaaaaaaa #compromise :>

and yesterday we had a loooooong talk over the phone, more than two hours. how come we never get sick of each other, nor do we run out of topics? #soulmates i believe ive found mine :>

2012-01-11T00:25:00.002+08:00

A break up can only be good if both parties involved accept that they have walked to the end and they have tried their best. There shouldn't be any more expectations from either side. Anything otherwise will bring about a souring of the relationship.

and jealousy makes one party forget that he/she is actually on equal grounds as the other. everything's vice-versa, everything's push-pull. dont be jealous, stand back and analyse, it may not be worth it afterall.

2012-01-10T21:51:00.003+08:00

Never underestimate a female's capacity to be late #sexist as it sounds, considering the fact I'm a girl as well, I have to agree that the statement is so fucking true. Me, being the habitual latecomer, met my match who happens to be my bestie Sheevonne. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Just today, the second day of school, I was agreeing with her over line inthe morning that we are both extremely shagged and we have absolutely no idea why #doomed, and I pushed our meeting time fifteen minutes later, and I reached ten minutes later that the already later time, and I'm sitting here at the station typing this post while that bitch is ten minutes later than me! Hahahahaha #fail #nus tskery now we are both so late for class!

Update: S just said we sound just skip the class altogether! #idea

2012-01-10T21:51:00.001+08:00

#bitchfit

No honours? Same as me, hahahaha except I'm plain lazy and you're ________.

Oh ya, and I've never intended to go year 4 while I've seen how proud you were when your grades were.. well in NUS context, borderline.

Okay I have so much more to say but aiya, stir shit but not too much la hor

2012-01-10T01:12:00.001+08:00

First day of school today, and as expected it was all made better when I got sheevonne and clement with me for smoke breaks and the only lecture of the day :)

After school I went to meet hao while S had another lecture from 6pm to 9pm. #siaokia #poorthing stupid trains, I missed so many of them because of the crowd! Ended up even later than late to meet H :( and then the #soulmates thingy happened again, I sneakily rushed to Clementi to get him herbal tea since that boy has been coughing real bad, and I asked him to wait for me yet he also sneakily got me Starbucks to satisfy my craving! AWWWWW THX BABY! <3

Went down to greenwood avenue for pizza and beer at peperoni's! It's Ryan's birthday HAPPY BIRTHDAY DUDE and we were there for a few hours straight #timeflies I tell you! Sigh and because today I stayed out late, the next few days I have to be home early, dayyyyym! Where are you, freedom?! Never mind weekends please come fast!

2012-01-09T02:05:00.001+08:00

Hehe just ended a long phone call with the boy #whatsnew and really we can talk forever and yet still have new shit to discuss, seriously?!?! Hahaha keeding!

Last night/this morning we finished easy A finally and we had a #dusktodawn once again! :> so omw home homohao actually went online just so he can stay awake and as usual, he gave me a wake up call a few stops before tampines to ensure I don't oversleep #AWW thx bitch hehe #moved #touched (familiar isn't it?)

So I got home, rushed under my co era for a nap (four hours omh) and then I headed back to cck to meet him again! Really, how not to get sick of you homohao? HAHAHAHAHA <3

Okay the train ride got me all #angstup I saw on twitter that there's been train disruptions but really, on top of that, people aren't helping the whole situation! Everyone's just so bloody self-centered and I was saying if I had a fucking shotgun I swear I'll blast all of their faces, yes ALL you mofos! *spits* #steponemafia LOL

But guess the bad part of my day ended right there! Heh heh heh cosy Sunday, durian puffs, jelly beans and an attempt to watch American Pie part 3 which failed horribly! The weekends really passed by us too fast! Tskery. Never mind, no duty = me love hiakhiak! I'm dreading next Sunday already #weekendduty ns Y U NO be good to people in general? Le sigh

Tomorrow's the first day of school #fuckedup and readings have to be read all over again, how to survive such shit again?! Ugh. The only thing that's motivating me to school tomz: @sheevonnefriday #lesbiantendency HAHAHAHAHAHA! Ok goodnightz y'all

2012-01-08T01:36:00.002+08:00

fulfilling day todayz, chinatown, bugis, town, holland v before final check in of the day: cck. #best #number1

gonna catch easy A chill awhile, hopefully the rain stops so we can go for some shirley temple (fuck, it closes at 2am #kenascam) before i catch the first train home.

i wish that every day can be this way

2012-01-07T02:53:00.001+08:00

It's only when you're in love that you will do everything for that special someone. You won't even take into account the risk involved. I won't forget the first time I sneak out of my place and cabbed down to cck at the wee hours with the fear that my parents will find out, and imagine the relief I felt when there wasn't any calls from them. Really, I wanna relive this adrenaline, soon soon.

2012-01-07T02:17:00.002+08:00

YOUR FUCKING MENTAL BITCH YES YOU

i think you know im referring to you since your conscience is apparently not all clear.

fuck off.

2012-01-07T01:06:00.003+08:00

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2012-01-07T00:44:00.001+08:00

Cosy day with the boy after all his appointments and we managed to watch some parts of easy A! Lurrrrrve Emma Stone! Hehe and ive never enjoyed movies at home till now that I've met homohao! Such Fridays, you will be missed!

On a side note, the three dudes on that stupid car, it's not cool to extend invitation to a random girl you see on the streets to join you guys on your outing at 12am, even if it's a joke or whatsoever. It's pretty pathetic.

2012-01-06T12:20:00.001+08:00

Waiting for the boy to be done with his dental appointment before rushing down to Alexandra for his physio #busy hahahahaha

Anyhow yesterday I spent the whole day at @eeelain's place, ballzzzzz even I'm a little surprised! Watched Harry Potter over lunch and we just chilled the whole day away watching what's left of celebrity gossip haha!

Went down to boon lay before heading down to np with @homohao for training, holland v for dinz w the touchboyz before taking the last train home!

We visited Samantha at her ward in the morning as well! So long since i last caught up with her, get well soooooon! and really, I foresee an #awesome day today hehehe

2012-01-05T03:00:00.002+08:00

its 3am now and i just ended a ridiculously long phone call with the boy when he has work early in the morning later. thing is, as much as we text through the day, call each other during mid-day or some other random times while hes at work, meet each other everyday and lastly, our daily night calls which are always > an hour, sometimes two hours, long, its amazing how we always have stuff to talk about. just today, we were talking philosophy HAHAHAHAHAHAHA and i was sharing some thought experiments i learnt from my year one sem one, and turns out H is pretty hedonistic as well #soulmates :D really, i enjoy talking to him so much i doubt one day ill have nothing to say to him and let there be #awkwardturtlemoments, so please HomoHao i know youre reading this, you better not let us reach that stage ill kill you!

okay im keeding! love you still beeeeeeeeetch!

p.s. today i was telling S how H is so dumb he forgot his charger and there was a moment of revelation after a few hours on her part when she asked me (in shock) who ive been texting for the whole day then!? #teamhao really.

p.p.s. i was texting H, for real. his phone only died later, during dinner.

2012-01-05T01:01:00.008+08:00

HOLYBALLZ sorry for the overdued pictures, every night internet praaaaaablem bodoh

jb w @sheevonnefriday and @eeelain and whoopie kenny rogers *drools*

and we found this!

vanilla coke! DAYUMZ

usual starbucks afterwards! we were feeling really full so S and i opted for the detoxing option (esp after the prev night we went to zouk and ended up puking like two mothers) and we ordered spearmint tea!

just monday, @homohao and i went to town for some breakfast at jones the grocer! :> :>

for the last time, the serving's too huge zomgggggg lucky @homohao's fat enough to finish it up for me ^^

just yesterday, i met with S in town and we finally had starbucks (except we shared.......) and we tried raspberry fresh cream (introduced by joshua!) which was #awesome!!!!!!!! and its pink!

minnetonka @ leftfoot!!!!!!!!!!! ballz to these i love them! and the black ones too! omg ill consider marrying anyone who buys me both size 39 tyvm! ^^

and i cant be more glad to meet that bitch @sheevonnefriday again today! we went to Little India for my virgin eyebrow threading experience and it was really painful initially, but when i saw the end results: pretty brows, sigh its all oh-so-worth-it! :D

we two then walked to some air-conditioned coffeeshop where we tried all these above, and we were so full after that! #geikiang #tanjia (quote S) we werent hungry YET we ordered hahahaha #best

after our meal S made me eat this which she said was nice......

and i dont like it! taste organic and funky, ughzx! :/

walked to dhoby and we were chilling at cathay before we decided to do our cors bidding at the computers! #geeks

trained down to the west with the bitch and i went to meet my other bitch @homohao <3 he brought me to a new place today, bukit timah hawker and we had this!

black pepper chicken chop + sugar cane! DAAAAAAAAYUUUUUUUUUUUUUMZXZXZXZ thank you baby! finally some good recommendation yo but sigh timah's still in my black list, not totally convinced of its goodness, tskery HAHAHAHAHAHA.

after that we wanted to go 85 for tangyuan but ohwell figured out we can spend more quality time if we give it a miss so its keropok lekor from the pasar malam and ice cream milk tea (pearl-less pui!) from koi for dessert! went to some playground afterwards and talked for quite awhile over there :> thanks for sending me home H, you know i love you for that! <3

today i felt weird in what i was wearing and i just took a picture and sent it to S through line LOL

and she gave me suggestions #bestfriend

FIGURED OUT SINCE ITS THE 2012, WE MAY WANNA COME UP WITH A BUCKET LIST HO HO HO. how sad, making this list when we are 20/21 daymmmmmm!

steamboat with fiona(s) bingquan and lynnette #mushroomoverload but still so good nevertheless!

and there was this day, tuesday i believe, S and i went over to H's place to swim and afterwards we chilled at the playground, and really my love for playgrounds never die. :>

2012-01-04T12:10:00.001+08:00

I take it really personally when people don't seem to accept me for who I am, because right from the start when we first met, I believe on my part I would already have portrayed who I am and as such I leave the choice to the other whether he/she can accept whatever he/she sees, so if only until now you find an issue with me, seriously I feel like giving you a slap because it really affects me.

Ok #angst first thing in the morning when I think about last night

2012-01-03T02:10:00.001+08:00

Rough night, so I guess I'm turning in now. Anyway nothing good happens after 2am. Thank you homohao for talking to me and making me feel all the better even though you have work tomorrow morning and you are shagged beyond ballz. :>

I guess one can move on, but soft spots stay forever.

2012-01-03T02:08:00.001+08:00

Ughzx wanted to blog properly with some pictures but the wifi choose to fail me and now that I switched the lappie off, the connectivity is strong again. Ccb, guess its a word post for today again! Too lazy to switch that thing on againz tskery

Anyhow today was cosy Monday and to me, it's one of the most awesome day in a long while hahahahaha. Met homohao for breakfast in town at 10.30am! Went for some jones the grocer and honestly as much as the food is equally good I prefer dempsey's yo #chillfactor hahaha! Was telling him how I love having breakfast with him! Guess the timings just right. I didn't use to think its worth it sacrificing sleep for breakfast but after I get to know Sheevonne who apparently is a huge fan of #breakfast, homohao came along to enjoy this simple pleasure with me and there, I'm glad we make it a point to have breakfast together whenever we can. It's just special, to me. Ohwell #mushyshit

We were both so tired after breakfast and we headed down to sleep (A LOT with emphasis) and we finally managed to watch American Pie 2 just so we can finish the series before the Reunion comes out! Thank god we are both 21 already whoopie

So! Dinner at holland v and then we walked down to meet the touchboyz while they were having drinks! Manage to chill for a while before training home with two of the guys and I even reached home before midnight whoaaaaaa! Hehe better try to be home early starting tomz!

Was talking to those I was training with and I'm surprised that as much as these guys are younger, they are pretty matured. They said some stuff regarding trust issues which really made me reflect on myself and I'm pretty determined to change this part of myself this year. Also, I think I wanna be more independent as well, if they can do it I'm sure I can try! Nah not new year resolutions, those are stuff that can be followed through the year but ohwellllllll I'm pretty serious about making some changes in my current life so let's see how things go :)

2012-01-02T03:14:00.001+08:00

You gotta know a soulmate when you finally get to meet yours. 139 minutes on the phone having some HTHT after a whole day together, not even mentioning the fact that we meet each other everyday.

2012-01-02T01:20:00.003+08:00

Cosy Sunday, and really, nothing beats spending time with the boyfee, chilling the day away together at his place. One con though, time seems to pass too quickly. We see each other everyday and yet it is never enough, sigh. WHY LIKE THAT

And today I went to watch homohao and his brother play their soccer game #sittingbythesidelines literally hahahaha #insidejoke *winks* but really they both are pretty good! After the game we all went back for steamboat round (III), this time with hao's family! Dayumz I tell you, damn #awesome :) Didn't feel like going home tonight because the long weekend is about to end but I didn't have a choice :'( #sadlifelikethat

Foreseeing a simple cosy Monday tomorrow, life like this, more than what I can ever ask for. Wish we have the luxury of time <3

2012-01-02T01:20:00.001+08:00

How can I ever forget this?

I shared a pad with Sheevonne, as in, she lent me hers which was already in use. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA FUCKING GROSS BUT ITS PRETTY FUNNY #bestfriend whos willing to sacrifice herself for me I <3 U BITCH

2012-01-01T08:01:00.003+08:00

Friday

Woke up late as usual (these days too shagged even I can't believe it) to meet homohao at 3.30pm (seriously who's late for a meeting at this timing?!) and we went to shop for and prepare the ingredients for a steamboat session with the Fionas, Bingquan and Lynette! Fuxking delish I tell you #mushroomoverload HAHAHA! After that we then went over to Bingquan's place for some mahjong and poker! The night didn't end here, Bingquan then drove us to 85 where we had a fulfilling supper before home! :) thank you Bq! :D

Saturday

It's the eve of the new year and really 2011 has been pretty good for me! Of course there had been some bad times but really, why the negativity?! Hahahahahaha. I'm glad I learnt a lot in the past year and that 2012 is starting on a good note hehe.

Anyhow I met homohao in town for Sherlock Holmes and whoaaaaa it's a good show ohhemmgee hahahaha. After that, we shopped, had #towerand then sat outside liat where we just chatted like we have been friends for ages. Really, homohao, I think you have just officially got listed in my besties category HAHAHA took quite a while hor? ;) night plans followed through, with drinks at serangoon gardens (#goodgirl #goodboy we had non-alcoholic drinks k: chocolate milkshake and Hawaiian freeze) #bridgequeen we played that for quite a while and i didnt lose any games huahuahua, and then a trip down to neverland (where we stood outside for awhile) and back to cck for a short rest before my long what-seems-like-a-never-ending-train-ride back to the east! Heh! Happy second monthsary bitch you know I love you! #mushy I know, paiseh hahahahaha! Had a great time with you so far, hope the rest of the long weekend will be equally great! #confident #faith

Happy new year everybody! <3

2012-01-01T08:01:00.001+08:00

Sometimes, people fall from certain expectations you have of them, but I've came to realize, everything's relative and if the bigger picture is of a higher importance to you, one should probably let it pass, and try your luck another time.

Aiya best, live life like you don't give two fucks. Wish this can be my only resolution for 2012.

2011-12-30T02:25:00.001+08:00

Update

Mutual friends, fucking 61.

2011-12-30T02:17:00.001+08:00

I can't express how great my day was, but really even the usual #awesome is an understatement!

Slept for two hours and I headed out to meet Sheevonne and Elaine for our JB trip! Kenny Rogers, Starbucks and cigarettes, shopping and company, what more can I ask for?! I was tired and was zoning out most of the time but I just have to say this, I really enjoyed myself today! It made me realize it's been a long while since I last had a(n enjoyable) girls' day out as well, let's do it again sometime soon babes! (this time with more rest)

Pictures up soooooon im too tired already :(

Anyway after we returned I headed down to ngee ann to meet homohao! I was really exhausted by then, all angst up as well because of some fuck up at the customs which I totally got over after my long ranting to the bitch, bit I'm glad the boy made it all well again! Went KAP for some macs (finally tried the beef prosperity and I guess I'm the only one whom curly fries can't amaze, followed by the usual sit-in-a-circle with the touchboyz! Then the spontaneous part came in and we all went down to geylang for tau huey! Okay I couldn't eat that so its a little bit sad for me #missingout but I'm pretty sure someone will make it up to me once I can have it! #hint hehehe! After that Ryan was so sweet to send the easties home and now I'm all prepped for bed waiting for the boy to be done and proceed with our daily long night call, quote him, "good days 2am bad days 3am, sometimes 4.) HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Okay, since I've time, imma go Facebook to check out how in the hell can the mutual friends between homohao and I increase exponentially from <10 to >50 in the short 4 months I know him HAHAHA #amazing

2011-12-29T09:16:00.001+08:00

I used to agree, that conscience and accountability can answer for everything, but yesterday I realize, trust is a factor as well. Regarding what happened yesterday, I am still guilty and really, I'm sorry. I could have stopped, but I didn't. As a result, I've let someone down and I don't know, I feel like this incident is going to scar this relationship, like what you said, "I can forgive, but I can never forget."

Just know that if I can turn back time, I'll make things right again by not even putting myself in certain situations. I'm sorry.

From here it led to much negativity but sigh having some #comms #htht with my boy for a good two hours (fucking 7am to 9am and we both haven't slept a wink, ridic!) before we both crash at two ends of Singapore made me feel so much better that I don't need to try to phrase my feelings here :) <3

So yes many people went for the last ladies night of 2011 and on my side I was with hao sheevonne fiona and some other friends and we went to zouk! Mad pack but the music was awesome! Met a lot of people as well, whoa! But don't I miss victor and randy HAHAHAHAHAHA! Hao sibey power two nights ago he slept for two hours, last night we clubbed so he gotta book in right after he reached home since we went spize for some supper, and now he's in camp! Later at night he's still attending training! I'm so worried he will hit exhaustion at this rate ;( so no more ladies, Wednesday too much already, fucking taxing on the health!

Ok I better crash now goodnight x

2011-12-27T18:34:00.003+08:00

pictures!

game of air hockey at jb with hao and sheevonne!

xmas eve was spent at glenn's place with the @touchboyz! #steamboat :D yumz only wa #hungry

at 12am hao and i went downstairs to the void deck for gift exchange damn funny i tell you. gotta go home earlier than the rest and surprisingly there was still the last train in service after hao and i took the risk to walk a long way to the station ^^ it was like.. 2am? WHOAAAAA. anyway mine was the last train and while he was walking back alone to glenn's place, that boy told me i shouldnt rush for that train cos there was an even later train but thing is, mine's defi the last one, when i reached tampines, there was an annoucement that the station's closing. so i asked if hes sure he saw people, and hes pretty positive he saw heads from the windows #creeeeeepy

its almost dinnertime but i ate three chunks of toblerone #sex and now im full praaaaablem yo hahahahaha

2011-12-27T15:40:00.007+08:00

HI HI *waves* whoa im finally back to update my blog! had so much fun with the boy everyday #wheregottime hee :>

k i foresee a lot of typo in this post cos 1. im fucking pissed i spent a lot of time and effort uploading the pics, transferring to thumbdrive and switching to another laptop just to get this post up by today 2. the keyboard is faulty #fml

CHALET with the @touchboyz (wednesday-friday)

we were at aloha changi and ohmanz this made me realize its been ages since ive been to a proper chalet! HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAT (hes only 18 ballz to him...... but ohwell he got me out of a sticky situation so yupz tyvm for that on top of the chalet! ^^)

(pics from a new app something like a disposable camera, #awesomeness)

look at the drinks, ten over bottles and so damn many pints of beer i cant even count, just know that all the fridges were loaded. #powerpacked after bqq (fucking yumz) it was #partytime and everyone was down in a while hahahahahahahahaha #madness i swear and its so memorable! always dreamt of such a day and there it happened at the chalet :> :> puked so bad but H and i managed to walk down to changi v for nasi lemak (rice + ikan bilis #weirdcravingzx) and instant noodles and we walked back. after these few days the trip we made to and fro =no kick already

ok and #hauntings happened over at the chalet but who else can we blame except ourselves? pretty thrilling stay i guess, im so thankful the 3D2N stay ive the boy with me at all times. he knows that i dont feel comfy and he wouldnt let me wander off anywhere alone without him, aww <3 thanks baby! :>

stayed over at H's place on friday thinking we might club but NO! we didnt :/ met up with fiona at 302 to chill instead! :) after that we finally finished "a walk to remember" (cried my balls out) and "american pie" hohoho

#stranger but i like her shoes

wish its the plain one now

this, another highlight of the chalet. #awesomeshit #dope

CHRISTMAS!

my gift to H! he loved it :. #effortpaidoff ^^

and i had THREE in return! hiakhiakhiak

BELGIAN CHOCOLATE! holy mother ths xmas really #chocolatefest im so gonna grow fat *stares at H* HAHAHAHAHAAHA :D he got me a polaroid pouch as well, its superrrrr pretty i bu she de use bodoh hahahaha, #seehow la hor? hahahaha was thinking of converting it to be a clubbing pouch but....... purpose must be met la, ohwell. pictures of it soon, i refuse to take it out from the wrapping cos that boy wrapped it up so prettily with designs somemore damn cute!

on xmas H and i met to go leisurepark (finalfuckingly) hahahahaha

PASTAMANIA (craving for the apple crumble nowz)

and some starbucks right after the meal ^^ caught MI after that and we even smuggled the drinks in heh heh heh. pretty amazed with that show, was never convinced of MI but ohwell guess im bought over after this one hahaha.

yesterday was the last day of H's block leave and we have been meeting everyday for a really long period of time we really cant remember when was our last independence >:( and today we cant meet so think #withdrawals :'( ohwell all for a greater good, hopefully it pays off!

we went sentosa (another finalfuckingly)

camera apps ftw!

after macs breks (we didnt intend to eat one k) we went to CDM and chilled for five hours #lepak #thisislife we bitched we joked we laughed at people and i really enjoyed myself. something about sentosa that i really love, maybe its the feeling of seclusion. seldom you get to meet people you know there, and then all the socializing. it was a pretty perfect date i would say <3 :>

come some popping candy #childhoodfavourite HAO Y U NO EAT BEFORE?! hahahaha #bewildered but now you know ^^ you should see his expression when he first tried it *meltz*

but sadly my lollipop broke before i opened the pack

and i love the last picture! i helps that the sky was pretty gloomy and this marks the end of my xmas. cant wait for the new year even though 2011 has been pretty great for me :>

2011-12-26T00:54:00.001+08:00

A short post before bedtime, I had a great week with the boyfee and I'll update this space soon, with pictures :> thing is, everyday I just wanna maximize all time with him, and surely this week is the best, with the chalet and a stay over right after the former. #wheregottime hahahahaha. Tomorrow is the last day of his block leave and honestly I'm pretty sad but ohwell it's ns so I have to suck it up >:( gonna devote all my attention on him tomorrow and hopefully it will be perfect like how he is to me. #mushy

Merry Christmas, goodnight xx

2011-12-20T13:07:00.001+08:00

i need a getawayyyyyyyyy by the beach hmph

2011-12-20T12:52:00.002+08:00

why is my boy so cute?

after meeting joshua that day and i learnt that he is seriously taking up salsa lessons, and i saw a few videos on youtube on such dances, i texted hao that i wanna learn how to dance as well.

he replied, "you dance so well in clubs! i like!"

and that made me miss him so much hahahahahahahaha. damn cute imo. :> <3

ok but my point is, i wanna move away from slut moves, so maybe, just maybe, that #soundslikeaplan ^^

2011-12-20T01:03:00.002+08:00

SATURDAY BEFORE ZOUK!

currently my favourite instax with the boy

and my best friend sheevonne, with the "no smoking" sign at the back, oh the irony

2011-12-20T00:31:00.002+08:00

WHY DO I NOT HAVE TIME TO BLOG WHEN ITS THE HOLIDAYXZ?

oh daym that just reminded me that im getting my results tomz....... ughz, wish im not alone when i receive the text but ohwell how is that possible, think the message comes in at 7am? >:( #praaaaablem

anyhow, today sheevonne (oh yeah best friend all the best for your results too alright!) hao and i went jb! sorry i overslept! meant to go for training but jac couldnt make it cos of her assignment and debbie cancelled it but thankful for this i can sleeeeeep in hehehe. overslept anyway wtf i know, where got people meet at 1230pm still late >:( ive no idea. SORRY

back to my story

I LOVE AUNTIE ANNE'S! #pretzels #love #pretzels and more #pretzels

the packs holyballz all prepped for the chalet!

the usual cuppa starbucks!

and we met hakim and syah! #fate #coincidence and we sat there for a few hours chatting #awesomecompany

earlier on we had lunch @ kenny rogers yet again and whoaaaaa today's serving was so damn huge we were all so full :< but then again, serving small #complain serving big also #complain #sosingaporean

after hakim and syah left we three went to shop around for awhile and i got myself a dress from the somewhat thrift shop! :D slutty enough, i likey!

arcade next and i dont know, theres something about jb that made us all so lethargic otw back to sg, not to mention the masses of people making their way back as well, thank god no jam phewwww

xmas lights from my window!

prettyyyyyyyyyyyy

and yesterday was cosy sunday at hao's place! (always happen after clubbing on saturday hahahahaha)

my first xmas gift from him (three in total whoopie imma luckygal90)

its HUGE i really dont know how to start eating it....... anyway i love toblerone and even though it was, honestly, as lucky guess, thank you babyyyyy

heres my "drunkensteined" tag which was forcefully implied on me at zouk >:( quite pretty though....... fucking hell hao was "last man standing" smlj where did all your alcohol go to? #bewildered

2011-12-17T01:02:00.001+08:00

i love these girls thxxxxx for forming our group of five and even though it almost killed us playing the game, i had fun and i hope you girls did too. x

2011-12-17T00:46:00.002+08:00

today is real awesome. morning jac was really sweet she came over to my place to pick me up and after dropping J's mom, we headed down to school for friendlies. met my basketball people, debbie wanling and regina :> like a finally yo, lets hope monday's possible as well! :D

after lunch with the girls i headed back to tampines where i met the boy and he walked me home ^^ we really maximise our time spent together i tell you. hahahaha. went cityhall after that to meet fionalimmy for dinz at coffee club and we just chilled there till 10pm. ill miss the holidays, the luxury of time :/ sigh

after F left to meet her girlfriend the two of us walked down to bugis and we had a late night dessert (at fucking 11pm) at liang seah. i love bingeing with the boy, hes always ready to eat, no wonder so fat.

damn yumz the durian with pomelo sago holyballzzzzzz. and i love muji marshymellowszx HAHAHAHAHA.

looking for someone to have breakfast with tomorrow, anyone? :)

2011-12-16T00:56:00.001+08:00

Hedonism, a life that everyone grieves for.

2011-12-15T23:55:00.002+08:00

hello everybody i cant wait for christmas this year because i finally got the gift i intended to buy for H today :> cant wait to see his expression when he gets it! :D :D #sibeyconfident and i heard ive THREE gifts waiting for me and he is so sure ill love them, HOW CAN I NOT BE EXCITEDZXZX? :>

so today i went over to sheevonne's place for a few hours and we had this!

blueberry waffle w honey (for me) and jam (for her) okay actually abit paiseh since i got these for her from jb and she LOVES waffles to death and im eating half of it *awkward turtle*

mental note: buy more waffles for my favourite girl :)

i filled all the indents with honey #sexxxxxx

tried toffeenut steamed milk recommended by joshua yesterday!

it was goooooooooood #bagus #addiction

so yesterday was jeanzx day for me and hello, since when do i cover up like the above picture (except i think i look pretty good) #sibeybuayhiaobai but honestly i was feeling pretty self conscious........

no more jeanzxz for a long time to come HAHAHAHA

so last night i got a curfew lift and i got to spend quality time with the boy #awesomeladiesnight HAHAHAHAHAHAHA cabbed home at 4plus am but it was all worth it. dinner at his place for two days in a row, dont know what i can say to show my appreciation, i love you bitch :>

COME SOME FRIENDLY TOMORROW :D :D CANT WAITTTTTTTT

2011-12-14T00:12:00.002+08:00

2/5 of #hellweek has passed, *heaves a loud sigh of relief* i really cant wait for next week, but yet again i dread the following week after the next, OH THE IRONY :<

ok this is a really random picture to start with...... just wanna say, my love for bubble tea has been going strong for so long, even i am impressed. hahahaha probably the only thing ill stay loyal to. HEH

okay back to story

met H in the noon for his physio and then ikea for lunch (CRAVING FOR THE HOR FUN LAAAAAAAAAAAAA) and these are the usuals.........

OHMY i never thought ill say these since chocolat biscuit sticks are, afterall, chocolate biscuit sticks but pepero is gooooooooooood

still see no meaning in the nude but, ohwell

awesome jacuzzi @homohao

and that day in town with H's clique, we took a picture with the xmas lights. holy mother my first ever pose with the lights #shy but the usual me will oppose strongly to it, damn hahahaha

nice nice <3

you cant fuck care someone you love, thats one thing im sure of after today. last night has been real tough, but im glad today came afterwards and seeing you made everything all the better. :> thanks fiona for mediating as well! hehz.

i really should stop throwing tantrums #spoiltbrat i know, okay new year resolution settled! HAHAHAHA

townz w the boy at night and i love shopping with a slut like him, first guy ever to shop with me, like he shops his i shop mine and we meet afterwards LOL. wanted to train down to cck but H insisted on sending me home again when hes fucking shagged, nbcb. no la no la i appreciate it a lot k love you baby! <3 hehe spent pretty much quality time with him so im a happy girl today kekezx

p.s. i watched H cut his nails (fingers and toes) wa hes so comfortable with me its worrying............ no la i like to see him let himself go like that :>

2011-12-13T14:38:00.001+08:00

We both want love we both want affection

Yet we are afraid of giving our all, because we both have no alternatives. If we fall, we fall hard

But why don't we stop and see that we are, afterall, similar people in similar situations

And since one's decision is going to have an impact on the other, why not make the best out of it

I just wanna be happy when I'm with you, nothing more nothing less

2011-12-13T00:49:00.001+08:00

I love how the boyfriend always ask to meet somewhere closer to me when I am late (which is almost everyday) just so we can maximize our time spent together :)

Plan to swim was almost thwarted today when it rained (other than the usual fickle nature) once hao and i hit the pool. Went into the jacuzzi (think sheltered) initially but it was just too freezing i can't even move about freely. So time for a #smartassplan and we decided to go into the steam bath instead. There's no mixed rooms and it's located in either toilet, and guess whaaaaat?!

We sneaked around for some time, waiting for the gents to clear out before I went in to use the steam bath in that prohibited area HAHAHAHAHA what to do I am too scared to be trapped in a room full of steam riiiiight?

After a long while. I was feeling a little light headed albeit the warmth being so damn addictive, and yet so many guys keep coming in to pee i nearly fainted inside! #hazardous guys uh really #lastwarning

By that time we two managed to sneak out, we wanted to change out and head back to hao's place for dinz, but as usual #spontaneous even with the rain pouring on us, we went ahead and took a dip HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Surprisingly the waters at the best temperature I'm fucking sure I can do laps yo, bodies warm waters cold #awesomeshit

We just fooled around in the pool till the guards came and really, day by day I just fall for this boy deeper..... Sigh I love you. Seriously you can make something so ughzx, like swimming, so enjoyable, how the fuck is that even possible? Hehe

Wishing for more #dusktodawn right now, it's been too long i have forgotten the goodness of it. Better relive it soon baby, soon. <3

2011-12-12T13:50:00.002+08:00

went back to school to basketball training with debbie and regina, and i must say it feels really good working out after so long. :>

the way back home, the walk to the busstop, it feels so.. nostalgic. it was as if you were there beside me again, its all so familiar. so many little details, yet they were all once so imbued in our lives, we dont even take notice of it anymore.

i thought to myself, i know its fact that i have lost you forever, when i decided to let you go. i am sorry.

2011-12-11T19:39:00.006+08:00

the weekends passed by us too fast, its sunday night and H gotta book in, which means that we dont get to spend more time together..... wa this is making me sad. to think we only met for a mere six hours or so (after we woke up) on a sunday? sigh................

friday i finally got to meet up with sheevonne and thats how i met elaine and ahmad (for the first time) in townzzzzz. shopped for H's xmas gift and whoopie im pretty certain what im gonna get for him and i bet hes gonna LOOOOOOOOOVE it! *winks winks* had claypot on both friday and saturday #hardcore #tierzero (inside joke)

after that at night i went to meet joshua and jx under some block and we smoked and chilled at some void deck. it was good, especially when i wasnt in the best mood. after jx had to leave it was joshua and me and we went to mccafe for some himalayan tea latte and cinnamon meltz. i love how i can talk to joshua even when the last time we met was eons ago, a best friend indeed <3 we always cant seem to make time for each other, but yet when i have an issue he will always be there for me, awwwwwwwwwww.

saturday met H for breakfast at the loft, where we had really delish pancakes and waffles! it was really pretty cheap as well ^^ after which we went town to watch "new year's eve" and its really a good show! #awesome

#hornyhao reading cosmo

really, #lastwarning

we had lao ban tau huey final-fucking-ly!

after which H went for hsi picnic while i met up with sheevonne elaine siangyew and ahmad. S and E damn sweeeeeet i said i was hungry and they accompanied me a long way to eat and then we chilled over at starbucks till H is done and we dispersed. went down to meet H and his poly clique and later that night, we headed down to zirca with the touchboyz.

and i must say, it was one helluva great night, and that is an understatement as well. how to quit at this rate?!?! but what to do, attached already, straying eyes straying minds no more. ^^ better help me quit everyone!

and yesssssss the second instax i own of H and i. all i wanna say is that, i have never met a guy who shows his appreciation to such an extent. i mean, i can see and sense how much this boy is putting into our relationship and it really touches me. everyday he will be talking to me about a future that lasts (fancy that coming from someone who used to be numb), assuring me that he is there for me anytime and that it will be the case for a long time to come, winning me back anytime i throw my nonsensical tantrums and telling me everyday how much he loves me. i mean, what else can i ask for? to me, this boy is perfect. i know people are cynical of how we two met and everything, but really, imo i got the best fish (HAHAHAHAHA!) and imma keep him for good, even if it takes everything i have. #confession

i love you boyfriend, but nah uh still not gonna tell you what your xmas gift is!

2011-12-10T04:45:00.001+08:00

So glad today ended well afterall. Today has been a pretty awesome day for me. :)

And really, nothing beats a daily long night call with you before bed.

2011-12-10T03:40:00.001+08:00

Sometimes, people whom you trust will protect you, who promise to shield you from all hurt, tend to inflict the most pain on you, be it intentional or otherwise. That is why, no matter what, one has to leave herself a way out, just so she doesn't fall too hard.

But then again, damage done, and nothing can make her forget anything.

Who has she to blame? Herself.

Why didn't she foresee this fall beforehand, why did she give her all? It is not as if she hasn't seen how/what the world is like. In my opinion, one fucking deserves everything, torn and tattered, just like the world we have to be in.

2011-12-08T23:05:00.001+08:00

"the minute you think of giving up, think of the reason why you held on for so long."

2011-12-08T22:08:00.002+08:00

I WANNA GO TAIWAN WITH YOU @HOMOHAO PLZ PLAN IT SOOOOOOOONZ hahahahaha, really these mee sua, fried chicken and braised pork rice #lastwarning make me gianz only

today was a fucking nua day, spent too much time over at my place, down to pasir ris to make a new card because the old one was blocked for no reason when i tapped it at jb nbcb. praaaaaaablem only! tskery

was too lazy to follow up with the last plan on the list: chill at leisurepark (sibey #suaku the boy has never been there, so much for being experienced) and basically the whole day's plan changed totally, aiya next time impromptu la hor, like a #spontaneous LOL

after everything was settled we chilled at pasir ris park and we talked till the sun sets :> talked about so much stuff, about out future, and there the song "the one that got away" was stuck in my head the whole while, especially the part "talk about our future, like we had a clue"...... na i wish this boy is mine to keep <3

thanks for sending me home once again, eh #westsideboy step one east, come down my territory so many times for fuck!? hahahaha keeeeeding la i really appreciate everything you have done for me all these while you took a long break from work, cant believe next week is a full five-day week *sulks better get used to that idea like now

2011-12-07T23:15:00.002+08:00

sigh i am so sad H's long leave is ending, i am having so much fun dating everyday i kinda forget what its like to spend the day alone...... sure #withdrawals this friday pfffffffft

but really, the time we spent is what i called #quality.

yesterday met with H and @fionalimmy to shop for craft materials, and then we ended up having lunch at food for thought, #pancakescravingzx yet again! #satisfied for real! look at this!

banana and milk choc #sinful only sibey jelat but ohwellllllllll it was soooooooo awesomely good holyballz. hahaha doubt ill have pancakes for quite some time, and this = #dietplanz fail big time k, so much for saying we will cut down on our intake after the korean bbq. hahaha. after that we rushed back to cck and then it was traning, ohmy how i miss that, sitting at the side lines watching touch rug, best, they had a friendly game with aussies, whoopie! and the day didnt end there like usual, even went back to cck for supper w H's friends, #happeningz

today was MALAYZIAAAAAAAAAAA! cant put the awesomeness in words yo

kenny rogers for brunch! (sg better for sure)

and then starbucks lai! hahahaha this starbucks card (only valid in malaysia so dont haolian hao) was given free with purchase WTF. still prefer mine, xmas special OF COURSE prettier la dey

and we sibey buay paiseh ask the women at the table opposite us (who happened to be in real serious convo) to take instax for us and there! first two instax taken on my hello kitty polaroid given by yongxin, tiffany, kaiying and sharon! (thanks girlies!)

went arcade and all, macam reliving childhood but we were proven too old, i came out with aches on my calves and arms after shooting some hoops and daytonaaaaa

baskin robinz! (Y U NO CHOCOLATE FLAVOURS?!)

got sorbets instead, pretty yumz as wellllllllll

come some auntie anne's, which dirtied my top real big time after i almost dropped both LOL

bought a (i suspect, fake) topshop dress from a (i suspect) thrift shop at a pretty high price if its really a thrift and a pretty low price if its a real topshop, and i adore it albeit its slightly baggy at the top..... ohwell i cant stand shopping and not buying anything laaaaaa, it will be in my head the whole day otherwise. HAHAHAHA.

otw back sg there was a mood spoiler but ohwell lets all forget about that part k, today has been really one of the best dayz ever and i wanna keep it that way <3

2011-12-07T02:27:00.001+08:00

Why am I so dissatisfied with my life now? I have a wonderful boyfriend, I'm having my fucking holidays and basically I'm enjoying every moment of it not studying or cramming info into my head on long train rides, and I'm satisfying my weird cravingzx everyday! These are pretty much all I need in my life to call it #life, yet I feel so angst up almost everyday. Something is really wrong with me, but I've no idea what. I don't like it, not the slightest bit.

Nights like this I wish I have you by my side, but then again, I feel that its different, almost impossible, the feeling just isn't right.

Ok #feelbetter imma bed.

2011-12-06T01:03:00.003+08:00

holyballz im so tired zz but nvm, short post before bedtime because i think today's a blog-worthy day! thoroughly enjoyed myself and its all possible because of the boyfeeeeee :> in the day we just chilled at his place, think cosy monday, watching shes out of my league and just enjoying each other's company :>

and we starved ourselves for this!

ok ive no idea why the pic is so small but oh ye we went 2D1N at maxwell for dinzzzzzz -- come some korean bbq buffet! it was goooooooood holy mother but we stink so bad in the end hahahaha. look at the bacon holyshittttttttt (Y)!

where got cui tskery

anyway after which we were bloody full yet we drop by once upon a milkshake for a drink.

did i say, we both thought we had lao ban tau huey unknowingly but i am so fucking glad we checked it out today and nope we had the counterfeit one! *heaves a sigh of relief* hahaha

CHOCOLATE TRUFFLE CASTLE ITS DAMN NICEEEEEEEE but the mini is really really fucking small, thank goodness we two are so full by then.

after that i brought him to ICON to chilllllllllll. went to the 31st floor where we sat on a couch and dozed off HAHAHAHA #fatass

the place was so nice how i wish i own an apartment there :'(

after which we moved our lazy asses to level 7 and sat #bytheprettypool on a pretty deck chair thats round and fits two people nicely with colour-coordinated cushions too :>

they put the C in chill i swear

flower H picked for me......

NAH he found it somewhere and then wanna act one romantic TSKERY hahahahahaha

yessah! moment to celebrate: changed r/s status. we both didnt feel that its important, but yesterday i was (REALLY!) kidding and suggested for him to send this request, which he went on to ask why not i send him instead that mofo LOLLLLLL, and there it is, he really sent it and so far quite a number liked it and i think its such an AWWWWW moment <3

ok leave days are running out :'( better make full use! hehe

2011-12-04T12:39:00.002+08:00

to H,

i just wanna say, thank you for driving down to my place last night. it really made me feel important, that i mean something to you. the moment when i see you, and you came over to hug me, i knew that there and then, nothing else matters, that those are only small issues that will try to get us down, but nope im not going to let it hurt us in any way. but as much as i love to see you (surprise me) at such random hours , and we did spend quality time during the short period while youre here, be rational next time. i was so worried you cant keep awake on the long way back. anyhow, i still love you <3 cant wait to see you later :)

my 21st!

2011-12-04T00:40:00.006+08:00

okay the first few pictures look like im a fucking self-absorbed person but i am not! just the sequence................ cut me some slack yo

all taken by @dhkx <3

last night (friday) was zouk and i crashed over at cck again #feelsbad.

went dhoby once again #cathaykias already wa #actyoung and ended up at coffee bean while sipping my tea latte while hao gulped his ice blended like a mother (wonder how he can take the cold) while it poured heavily outside. shared an archi-design magazine as well and talking all sorts of nonsense #life hehe.

walked to city hall and had o' coffee club for dinz at mw, awesomeyumz i swear ^^ after which hao sent me home and he had to walk under the heavy rain by himself to get to the train station again :/ plz dont fall sick kayz no more next time, but still thank you H :> #lovedrunkhao #56hours hehe

2011-12-03T22:25:00.005+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO THE MRT IS OPERATING FOR 24-HOUR TODAY AND THIS FACT JUST SINKED IN AND MADE ME REALLY EXCITED FOR NO REASON. think better fully utilise it so imma make sneak-out-planz HAHAHAHA

okay first thing first: im damn fucking determined to quit smoking this time im not even counting the days of rehab #nopoint hahahaha but this will stand only in sg context, even though i doubt im going overseas anytime soon.........

bought this for the boy some time back, sheevonne's and elaine's recommendation! damn yumz

so the eve of my birthday, i went to bed early #emo #whitelies and at 1230am my mom woke me up to say she has been receiving missed calls from sheevonne. i checked my phone: 12 missed calls. so the first person i talked to other than my mom (she not counted) was sheevonne <3 hahahaha. she asked me to call hao NOW. okay i did and all he said was to go up one level......

and i went thinking my sec sch clique's giving me a surprise and I WAS SO SHOCKED. someone who lied he has duty, hao was standing there with a cake and lighted candles! its been so long since i last heard a birthday song, really, and he sang it for me awww :')

and the presents he got for me! sneaky only! <3

GLOW IN THE DARK
#COOLSHITZ

FAVVVVV BAG OF THE MOMENT! never a longchamp fan but now I LOVE ITTTTTTTT #fuckingbiased but ohwellllllll ^^ damn spacious, i likeyyyyy

handmade card, and i know its a lot of effort from him, thank you <3 for this, i know you spent a lot of time on this and its only possible for you to work on it into the wee hours late at night after we spent the whole day out together, that i really appreciate all you have done for me <3 0.0 <-- H'S EYEBAGS AFTER HE COMPLETED THE CARD NO KID

HOMEMADE SCONES! many failed attempts before concluding with these two which are probably the best scones ive tasted (ok like i said, im #fuckingbiased)!

met S to accompany her to study and starbucks guy gave me this cake on the house cos its maaaaaa birthday! awesome shitz. there were one-for-one grandes on that day as well, #peppermintmocha yumz

S's card/photo which she took and developed it herself, and the card was so sweet i teared ohman :') thank you sheevonne!

went up to equinox at swissotel with randy and sheevonne to smoke at the atas smoking room and the view is this! (even though honestly im not a view person, not at all)

so yada yada met hao and lunch/smu/collect cake from cedele and check in time at wanderlust!

kiehl's toiletries! #upthere
Y U NO KOP HUIYINGKOH? LOLLLLL it will be most essential if i wanna swim over at hao's place oh daym

the bathrooooooom, holycow i love it! (albeit it cant be locked #sibeyinsecure)

fucking steep stairs but aiya after a while you can master how to run down that steep flight of it

theme: TREE damn prettyyyyyyy (but i would still prefer the bling theme or the space theme ones)

the boyfeeeee <3

hello kitty polaroid omg much lovessssssssss thx yong, tiffany, kaiying and sharon! thank you sheevonne and randy for the instax! and thank you jac and debbie (and debbie thanks for taking pictures for me!) for the card and wine! <3

i just wanna say, im really very glad ive friends who still care andthank you to those who made an effort to come down to celebrate my birthday for me :> imo, it was a cosy affair with my jc friends and i feel so loved <3 #emotional

and sorry everyone you can stop reading (except for the fabulous boyfriend):

thank you @homohao for being such a great help this time round, from organizing, to reminding me of what to get, and eventually getting down to ordering the cake/pizza/shopping, sigh what am i to do without you? was so stressed up but with you, everything seems so simple! *inserts guilty look* thank you for giving me that birthday surprise it means a lot a lot to me, and im sorry i couldnt have the freedom to do something for you on your birthday as much as i have the intention to...... aiya see how next year la hor, see if i still love you this much HAHAHAHAHA. thank you for helping me host the party, like running errands and bringing the people up, entertaining them and all, and thank you for sticking around with me after the party ended. i was a lil emotional and you were there wiping my tears/smudged eyeliner for me, not bothering how messy i must have looked. your shoulder/hugs made me feel so much better and if not for you i think i might just spoil the night by thinking too much. hehe. cant thank you enough you should know by now, happy monthsary on my birthday itself! i love you hao!

2011-12-03T14:22:00.003+08:00

its been so long since i last blogged, and i must say life has been gooooooood, so good i really dont have time to sit down and reflect on what has been going on. all in all, i am happy like that and really, i hope this will be the case for a long time to come :>

so i celebrated my birthday at wanderlust on thursday, first december, and i am so thankful to all who showed up -- debbie jac yongxin tiffany kaiying sharon sheevonne, randy and lastly thank you hao zhi for helping me prepare for this celebration, without you, really, i doubt i can handle this thing. will do a proper birthday post soon, maybe tonight if im home early ^^

last night sheevonne hao and i went zouk, really impromptu i tell you. it was really fun, i enjoyed myself, and hopefully the girls (with zijin and pearlyn) did too :> had to leave early but nah, im way pass the i-wish-i-can-stay-longer stage so i didnt make a fuss out of it ^^ #matured HAHAHAHAHAHA

and really, nothing beats waking up with you by my side in the morning <3

2011-11-30T22:36:00.003+08:00

那些年

i love this song.

last day of my 20, i shouldnt be sulking. in fact i should be celebrating, and be happy that my papers ended as well. but, not everything goes according to plan all the time, especially in our case it seems.

i think everything will be better once im in your arms once again.

goodnight 30/11/2011.

p.s. finally caught breaking dawn today, much to S's disgust. H cant wait for part (II), #win

2011-11-30T01:33:00.005+08:00

hehehe i just saw on @HomoHao's lappie that hes most active site is my blog.

*waves* HELLO HELLO :D

heh damn happy nowwwwwwz just finished a short roam on the night streets of cck, oh and a hiphop jelly each, im all geared up to revise for my nm2219 againz.

but damn this shit, 2219, Y U NO open book? >:(

cant wait for all these to end, and its ending tomz whoopie

2011-11-29T00:24:00.002+08:00

today S and i studied at starbucks again, holy mother im getting sick of their drinks, but this, white choc cranberry mocha was pretty good for the first time, so i can foresee myself drinking more of this before xmas ends, I AM SO SICK OF TOFFEENUT (never thought one day ill say this, first love. sobz)

played around with the app decopic and S from this:

there was another pic which i accidentally deleted i think.......

and she became like this!

kawaii lianzx really HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. omg i love this girl i swear haha :>

we went down to cck to meet H where S swam while H and i ran around the estate #healthylifestyle + rehab day one all over again :D #lungscannottankalready #nonsmokerboyfee what to do..................

H sent me home and missed the last train home :< he had to cab in the end sigh, send me home for whuuuuuut?! but still, thank you <3 <3 :) #feelsobad

examzx *tugs hair*

2011-11-28T00:30:00.004+08:00

THIS IS HOW PIZZA SHOULD BE DONE AT HOME..

im surprised how this kind of cheeze can make it taste sooooooooooo awesome!

the other day when S had a paper i met H to go to town to catch ides of march..

and i had pancakes cravingzx so we went food for thought to realize breakfast ended :< i mean hello, you sell breakfast to 5.30pm, why not just extend to all-day? grr.

i was like, no pancakes then no eating, but its a scone cannot #tank hahahaha

I LOVE SCONES, AND THE CREAM IS DAMN GOOD WITH IT! > butter in fact whoa

after the movie which was really deep, we walked over for some rocher tauhuey and home :>

okay the above are overdued.

HAHAHAHAHA NO TIME LAAAAAAAAAAAA.

today, even though H had only three hours of rest, he came down to meet me (was earlier than me fml) at cityhall for some cedele's breks #highcommitment hehe

pancakes were soooooooooooooo delish holyballz why my #pancakescravingzx never ending? >:(

after which he walked with me to bugis and then down to dhoby/town in search of my birthday cake. oh and #mintmintchocchocchip! i couldnt make up my mind so it was pretty much a wasted trip and the walk made him sweat so much i feel bad, albeit it was seriously funny.

studied at starbucks and S joined us after her study at the airport was done. tomorrow onwards lets really mug alright? one last paperrrrrrrrr! grr. went for dinz at fep and then back cityhall where we decided to get a cake from friggin' cedele. OHMANZX really #wastedtrip x2 riiiiiiiiight SORRY

but thank you S and H for walking with me to so many places today to search for the cake yo #sibeytouched for real

chilled for a good while and we headed home. this week's birthday week, i cant wait!

2011-11-27T00:00:00.001+08:00

Sitting in a heart ring of light, simply enjoying each other's company away from the buzz of Clarke Quay on a Saturday morning.

Kidz in love.

Today was pretty eventful, cosy Saturday afternoon, town for spike D (hehe damn goooood) and then to the surprise BBQ for Glenn's birthday. Thoroughly enjoyed myself, I can feel the post-exam spirit already :) awesome day and I foresee more to come after Wednesday! So glad I've someone to enjoy and share this days with <3

P.s. I'm too lazy to blog with pictures again holy mother, but I need to sleep, ohwell

2011-11-26T12:22:00.001+08:00

It was a glorious Saturday morning but the rain just had to screw everything up. All prepped to head down to H's place so he can sleep in and there! The rain came down..... Ok I think it just stopped again.

Anyway last night was my first at zirca/rebel and it's not as good as zouk not powerhouse even, imo, but it's not toooooo bad :> two shots and I puked like a mother, sigh thank god H was there to look after me, he even went for three rounds of serviettes hahahahaha! After which I needed some air so we went to the chill place he knew of and there, I guess, is the highlight of my day <3 :)

Party till 4 plus and really it was getting boring, quoting @homohao "too much turbulence, wayyy too much" #apt not to mention the repeats holy fuck CITIBANK Y U NO COME YET (better check letterbox)

Met my brother there and we shared a cab home! Seriously everyone's grown up in the family #surreal let's hope he doesn't tell on me! Haha

AND NOW THAT IM AWAKE I WANT BREAKFAST

2011-11-25T00:01:00.001+08:00

As bad as it was that I received a text from your friend asking if you have been contacting me lately minutes before my exams, which got me all worried, I'm glad to hear that you have moved on. It's a pretty weird feeling, along the lines that I have indeed lost the whole of you, but really, I am happy for you that you have someone else to keep you happy now. I miss you, and really, I hope we wouldn't be strangers again.

On a side note, ive absolutely no idea how the week just flew past, I love exam periods.

2011-11-23T23:21:00.001+08:00

I know I'm not pretty, and I try to make up for it by being nice, but really, more often than not, superficiality is inevitable.

2011-11-23T05:52:00.001+08:00

Yesterday after my papers, I didnt get down to study at all for my paper today, I just couldn't make myself do it.

So I went to bed early thinking I'll wake at 4am to study, #determined

Yet the sleep debt was there and I didn't even hear the few alarms I've set. Seriously what am I to do if I didn't wake up?

Thank you @homohao for your surprise morning call #mosteffectiveyet hahahaha, you're really the best <3 what am i to do if i didnt have you?

calling you in half an hour's time to wake you up for work, see you. (:

2011-11-22T20:27:00.005+08:00

yesterday at the airport

yes sheevonne fucking bunned up her hair with a starbucks stirrer #amazing ikr!

holyballz i suggested for her to do a youtube tutorial HAHAHAHAHAHAHA, maybe add in tumblr? hehe #weirdtrend

this i found at home, looked dubious.....

but its damn yumzzzzzzz i think its nougat! #cravingzx for it now

CEDELE PANCAKES TIME TO SATISFY OUR CRAVINGS! we travelled down just for this #upz

hers: cinnamon apple pancakes with vanilla butter (DAMN GOOD, better than mine which was orange butter) and sausages

mine: caramelised banana pancakes with orange butter and bacon (she didnt want the butter so i had a #butterfest keke)

they tasted totally like dessert pancakes and they are really damn delish! going back again soon w H to have breakfast, hopefully this weekend! :D

anyway its an all-day breakfast place and the pancakes cost slightly more than 15$ #worthit

today's study session with S after my paper which i believed was pretty well done :>

met that girl while i was otw home! it was so funny and we ate, and ate, and never stop till after dinner holyballz #crunchestime :/ she came over to my place and we keep digging for new stuff to nomz.

study session #fail i was tooooooo tired :/ last night we didnt stay in school since S had to go home. impromptu decision to travel down to meet H and i studied over at his place again, thanks for taking me in for the night <3 #grateful if not i was prepared to emo chiong alone in school/airport till the morning.

my day lighted up when H had his (self-declared) early release and he came down immediately to tampines to look for the both of us! awwwwwwwww. poor boy he didnt really rest (well) last night so plzzzzz i know youre reading this, GO TO BED NOWZ. :> hehe.

biscuits for study session, ate sooooo much holycow. where did the colourful ones go to ah hello you two? #mysteryofthelostbiscuits (ok i use too much # these days sorry)

met fiz at night to return him his stuff because hes flying off for a holiday tomorrow, have a safe trip bro :>

after everything H sent me home, which i totally didnt expect today. i mean, he is so exhausted already and S is taking the train (initially) so they can travel back together.......

THANK YOU TWO FOR COMING DOWN TO MY HOMEGROUND <3

okay im getting incoherent. but anyway, i really dont know where i get the luck to meet all the good guys who are really nice to me. and really, at times i wonder when such luck of mine will run out. for now, i really cherish and appreciate what i have and ill work hard to keep whats mine mine for as long as i can. ily homohao. :) thanks for everything you have done for me.

2011-11-21T22:00:00.004+08:00

awesome shitzzzzz

im actually allowed to stay out tonight and im gonna keep the promise to my mom that ill be in school studying for tomorrow's paper ^^ #trust hahaha

even though its frigging school, ITS OKAYYYYYY still a stay out im so happy hehehe. sheevonne's here with me even though she really hates to stay in school, not to mention the whole night camping here but she's in this with me, awwww <3 H is coming down to meet us as well, ho ho ho better make sure we all rest tonight so i can be awake for my 9am paper tomorrow! ^^

productive day of studying (most productive in fact) at the airport w S today at starbucks and after which we headed down to cedele at city hall for pancakes! pictures tomorrow when im home :> hehe damn delish i swear, going back there this weekend w H for some breakfast time! :D ended my 6 day fast with the sticks too. ok lets not think about it, i really needed that.

2011-11-21T12:54:00.001+08:00

Fighting this battle of a #hellweek alone and I'm sure I'll be stronger after this, wish me luck.

And huiying why you never learn, you aren't supposed to only start revision one week before papers! Tskery

2011-11-21T00:00:00.004+08:00

ok really short post before bed, so tired! :<

pictures of the night when H and i did yet another #dusktodawn where we walked to where he stayed when he was really young #tryingtoohardtoproveheoncestayedintheeast OK TOO LONG A # LOL

but it was so good, if not for the mozzies at the basketball court that would have been a really good chilling place recommended by the #westsideboy hahaha.

teh tarik and (v ewwwww) tehpeng. after mixing both together at the end, it tasted pretty much like bubble tea, or is it me #thinkingtoomuch hahaha. finger guessing to finish the drink but ohwell, whats a game w/o cheating? hehe

and that night we walked pretty damn far, still dare look so happy @homohao. had a great night/morning with you, cant wait for the next one already!

birthday planz done up by sheevonne, hao and i (ok the birthday boy didnt really help much, no credits) for H's 21st in october and i just thought it was pretty cute!

today was a semi-cosy sunday, cck in the morning, wild honey in the noon for breakfast!

the one at mandarin's was too crowded, waiting time: 45mins. thank god for the new one at scotts plaza and we were third on the waiting q. were given outdoor seats but really, its pretty isnt it?

i swear the chocolatey ones were calling out to us.

DAMN DAMN CRAVINGZX FOR THISSSSSSSSS Y WE NO BUY IT?! raspberry doughnuts *drolls* look like chinatown's humjipang hor?

and heres our breakfast sets: canadian for me, european for him! i must say the berry compote is really good and I LOVE PANCAKES! seriously this craving gotta stop, breakfast is fucking fat isnt it?! wanna try the waffles laaaaaaaaaa :/ ok sibey whiny. the bacon's damn gooooood #crossmyheart

the european one, ughzx the eggs itself #lastwarning but i think it looks pretty yumz except the serving's really small. didnt get to try it but ohwelllllll H said the american (is it?) one is way better!

then again, jones the grocer #1 <3

went wendy's for some baked potato, and S and randy came to join us for a pretty unfruitful revision session hahahaha, at least we each satisfied our starbucks cravingzx and whoopie i got myself a card! haha :> damn pweeeeeety cant resist #fuckingbimbotic

ok mother tired, goodnight.

2011-11-20T00:52:00.002+08:00

last night @homohao came down to tampines to look for me, and we did a #dusktodawn :>

we roamed the night streets of tampines, and at this point of time i had to return home and he was dozing off under my block #poorthing, but my brother decided hes going down for supper after a short while and i must say that helped totally :>

so our #dusktodawn continued from then, and i swear we hovered around "delinquency", whats with the staircases/void decks/basketball courts HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

at 6.30am i went to bed and poor @homohao had to head to ubin. #shag

we met again in 6 hours time to head down to cck to study and okay the stress is piling up >:( better study! it sucks that while im jamming the content into my mind, everyone was just chilling, ughzx #angst

at night we headed down to town for some shihlin and chippy's :> so bloody full i tell you, and fat #die hahahahaha too bad ive to be home early otherwise we can chill about in town longer. fuck this curfew shit yo

a relationship should encompass a sense of security for both parties. i mean, that is what i personally seek for when i decide to settle down, the comfort of knowing that someone is devoted to you, who will be there for you, someone who belongs to you. ill say that a relationship is dysfunctional once one party feels insecure, be it a result of an intentional action or not, because really, one should fulfill the duty of providing all security and enjoying the perks of being in a relationship as well.

and H just said this, that we are in the so-called "honeymoon period" (which till today i refuse to acknowledge it as a true phenomenom) and we should just give it our all and do many things for each other since we both are not looking for anything in return, that one day if we are to fall out of this period we would not look back and regret that we did not do enough for the other person. aww + points!

2011-11-18T23:13:00.002+08:00

HOW CAN I FORGET I HAVE A DENIM DRESS?! holy mother im so in luvvvvvv w denim! hehe

met H late because i overslept, how can i not wake on time for him? sigh #wasted

so after his appointment we went to binge, YTF waffles fruit juices bubbleteas and then an early dinner where we had our usual 1.5 servings each #win #fat

met S at smu to study and H and i were so fucking late, WE ARE SO SORRY :< after dinner we chilled for awhile in town and really, i love these two people the most at this point of time <3

2011-11-17T23:33:00.003+08:00

i cant even remember when was the last time we went one whole day without seeing each other,

that made today so surreal.

at least we tide it over, and i know that in less than half a day, ill be with you again.

2011-11-17T21:37:00.002+08:00

SEMI MAXI DAYmet sheevonne in the late afternoon and we studied at wisma's starbucks which turned out to be so fucking noisyyy ughz. had an early dinner and then we went lingerie shopping :> #shy HAHAHAHAHA.

homohao plz book out sooooooon stupid duty i hate you.

and i found this in my mom's bag, pretty! the red one tastes like cinnamon though, ew

2011-11-17T17:39:00.001+08:00

Feeling so angst now, doesn't help that the two bitches sitting right behind me are making a lot of noise when I'm studying with Sheevonne, I just slammed my palm on the table and now I feel pretty good albeit I totally didn't intend for it to happen. #pmsbitch so just get out of the way

They are still making a lot of noise I've half a mind to flip their table.

2011-11-16T23:24:00.002+08:00

cosy wednesday while it poured really heavily outside, sigh one of the best dayz spent together with H. :>

went airport in the morning, after breks we decided to head back to my place to study instead. turns out it was a right choice since i brought the wrong notes anyway.

took turns to nap and it was pretty funny. had to wake him up from his deep slumber and i feel pretty bad about it but ohwell we had to head out early....... early dinz for us, teppanyaki and then starbucks for drinks and molten chocolate cake #awesomeness (and really how many starbucks have we gotten mannnnnnn better cut down) keke :D spent a good few hours there and we had to say goodbye, till friday morning. gotta #tank, but still I FUCKING HATE NS AND THEIR LAME DUTIES HOLY MOTHER.

*sulks* first day of not meeting after so long, to think we both were commitment-phobes for some time, chey who believe?

last night cally vibered me and whoa we talked for an hour plus, macam secondary school days and how i miss that. had a good chat with that girl and really, im surprised yet glad we can hold a convo like this even after so long :>

oh ya, H was waiting for me to call, asked me to take my time to chat with cally and yes, we took an hour. thank god for light sleepers HAHAHAHAHAHA #takingforgranted, so wanted to sneak out to meet him but sigh nvmmmmmmm

and yingying left for bali for a month today, take care there my friend!

#lifeisgoodnow

2011-11-16T00:42:00.002+08:00

GLORIOUS MORNING i know it looks like the one i took yesterday but i think this is prettier!

met H for some ikea hotdog, and ice creamz. I LOVE MUSTARD :D and its the only thing that goes w tomato sauce, na not chilli. #randomfact

after his physio, we head back to ikea for this! one meal for the whole day #slim (ok i found out i gained weight, fuck this shit)

and a showroom at ikea, damn pretty! ill marry anyone who design a room like that for me ^^

touchrug training was cancelled so H and i went back to cck and caught "the lake house", H's fav movie. i thought that it was really good too! awwwwwwww i love good endings to a sappy movie :')

on a side note, three teenagers walked past while i was jomming and they went, "wa, so cool." #egoboost

2011-11-15T03:20:00.002+08:00

people say, love yourself before you love others.

ill rephrase that, if you dont love yourself (at any point of time), you probably will never find someone who will love you back, ever.

you can change everything, but history stays like a motherfucker and the past will be haunt you forever, that you cant change, ever.

Fact is, it's never good to be totally truthful about anything, to anyone, because no one ever tries to understand the plight you're in. Sad, but real.

2011-11-15T02:51:00.002+08:00

you don't need a contingency plan when you're in love,

in fact, it's good to feel vulnerable.

#justsaying

2011-11-15T01:46:00.001+08:00

"I never thought I'd fall in love in a club
But now I seen you girl (boy) I can't get enough
With you I know there's no taking it slow"

apt.

2011-11-15T01:20:00.002+08:00

MORNING VIEW <3 with a wake up call just right after i woke...... can every morning be like this? :>

met sheevonne (who, when i was late, was later #win) to study at teadot. scones breks, whoopie! (albeit the annoying raisins) sam came down to join us for awhile, hehe. caught up w her for a bit and its back to the books............

so bored we walked about and ended up trying to study at the void deck but it started pouring and became too dark to study :< bought rojak(motorbike uncle damn bagus!) and we sat at the stairs macam delinquents. hehe.

met ying ting cally angel and yulan for steamboat at t's place!

i know its a lot i know we are all girls but it is sooooooo yumz awesome! hahaha. had gongcha to go along w it, not really a go but ohwell its bubbletea. fucking filling, with the food AND the pearlz.

H came down from his place to meet us! :> he had to wait awhile but the girls were sweet they packed food for him! ^^ and when i saw him under t's place, he had gongcha with him too! really, really sweet thank you! :D so yupz two such drinks in a day, one week better not touch bubbletea + push ups and crunches regimes, sigh. NEVER MIND still happyyyyyy

after the girls finished the meal they came down to the void deck and we all just sat and chilled for a bit before i gotta head for home. thank you girls for a great day, and thank you H for coming all the way down and getting to know my good friends. oh yeah, thanks for sending me home as well *winks sorry you had to cab back though.........

better study before bedtime :> foresee a great day out again tomorrowwwwwwwww

2011-11-14T03:25:00.001+08:00

if i cant have all of you, i dont want any.
but all in all, you still make my day, every day.
at the end of the day,
im happiest when I know that I have you all to myself #possessivelikethat

nothing last forever, so the game plan is to maximize pleasure for all things temporary.

And really, I love how we always clear things up before bedtime, it shows that we still care, yes the feelings mutual. :>

2011-11-13T23:46:00.002+08:00

thumbs up to homohao, zouk last night and yet he can make it for breakfast this morning, tanker jiu shi tanker #respect (he was earlier than me! ok la to be fair he stays closer)

and we went dempsey! his first zomg #mountaintortoise

the first possible way up we took it and ended up at..

he said something along the lines that "shouldnt this be 2 dempsey road or something? " (if we were on the right trail)

so we went down and on the right there it was "DEMPSEY" bigbig on the signboard, #dumbfarks

JONES THE GROCER WA THE BREAKFAST (Y)! UPZ

got coconut pancakes and traditional english breakfast!

met sheevonne afterwards at cityhall to study and we went shaw towers, pretty awesome mugging place :>

xmas fraps!

and i spilt half of my toffeenut *upset*

#lastwarning the amount of time this guy spent asleep throughout the whole study session, yet envious at the same time :/ he can wake, smile, and go back to sleep. #pig

shirleen came to study as well! :D

it was raining but we walked all the way to zamzam and holycowwwwww the walk was damn worth it, food was sooooooooo yumz!

mutton briyani and chicken murtabak, one mother full afterwards.

my new basic dress from oakham HOLYBALLZ I LOVE OAKHAM I SWEAR.

umbrella fights <3 wish everyday, no, every moment's like that,

na its an ideal, unattainable.

2011-11-13T00:15:00.000+08:00

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, and will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares, the one who turns to his friends and says, that's her.

all check (Y) <3. yes you.

2011-11-13T00:04:00.005+08:00

okay im angst right now everyone's out looking pretty/good and having fun tonight, the whole world is at zouk or something, and here i am stuck at home in my ugly stay home clothes, ugly specs and ugly bun :'( i wanna be out there with people and club till i drop, sigh not much time to stay young already k.

on a happier note, great day out with H. caught "you're the apple of my eye" at 10.30am at lot1, damn good movie i cried like ballz, and then back to his place for lunch (homecooked fish porridge damn yumzxzxzx!) and i tried to study but so obvious its a failed plan from the start. tskery. there was a pasar malam near the mrt and whoopie we had keropok lekor (his first!)

after which we headed down to holland v for dinner. he planned everything with fries but since when we followed any plans, so i suggested crystal jade and..

we had a feast! hahaha damn full afterwards #satisfied #notgreedy anymore ^^

waited for damian with H at the busstop and im so thankful that gave us an additional half hour to talk :> #touchboyz at zouk tonight, second week they are on a rollllllll. i can only be *envious*, ohwell, grounded + exams really fuck my life up, big time.

2011-11-11T22:47:00.002+08:00

thank god for the weekends, and for giving me this special boy who can always make my weekends even more special :>

last day of school, and then exams and whoopie holidays! :D cant wait i swear < one month to freeeeeeedom hehe :> :> after school met up with H and even though we made a lot of plans, we didnt do anything as planned! LOL #lastwarning uh i tell you, waste effort only! tskery

instead we headed down to oakham market (his first time there, and i swear i foresee a lot more visits in near future hehheh) and i managed to get what i saw on twitter earlier today, #hardcorefan i swear today arrive today get! so glad this dress is in navy instead of my usual black, thank you H :)

after oM = good mood = FOOD TIME! went maxwell and we had #humjinpang, #sweetpotatoballs (he had two! #pig), #meepok, #glutinousriceballs, #koimacchiato wtf so full afterwards i tell you, (Y) up there la eat so much. *fingers crossed* please dont let us grow fat please!

H sent me home afterwards and that really made my day complete <3 thank you :) oh and to make it better, of all days, i met joshua at the traffic light near our place and managed to talk for a bit, awesome laaaaaaaaa hehehe, best friend better meet up soon yo!

poor boy travelling all the way back to the west, sigh #feelbad, better let me make it up to you tomorrow!
this is so sweet, aww